You! ~ The Engineer!

Originally posted in a blog comment at: David's Blog
Blog title: Jane Roberts

“We learned the methods so long ago that they're unconscious, and we've hypnotized ourselves into believing that we're the audience, so I wonder where we served our apprenticeship.  Under what master magicians did we learn to form reality so smoothly that we forgot to tell ourselves the secret?” ~ Seth

Oh man, superb! This is exactly! what I've been thinking about recently.More attraction! at work eh.
As I recently said in my blog post: Attraction! I've been really experiencing just how powerful a creator I am, even choosing bad things, just to know that I do create that!
After these experiences, I thought to myself:

When I create this bad stuff, and these bad experiences occur, of course I feel fightened or scared, to a degree.However, these days I am always aware enough to know I am creating it, so I get a buzz out of it, because I know I can change it whenever I like.It's kind of like when I heard a rollercoaster designer/engineer talk about his first ride on the rollercoaster called: Pepsi Max Big One
He said that with all his years of experience and knowledge, he knew that the structure and design was sound, he knew from the laws of physics that you wouldn't fall out of the seats.Yet even he, experiencing 3.5G's, and when falling 205 feet at a 65 degree angle travelling at speeds over 70 mph (see bottom pic in previous link, and also pic below), even he before descending had thoughts of “omg, ahhhh, nooo!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!” ya know, basically he was somewhat scared, thrilled by it, lol!
In other words, he couldn't just sit in the coaster train and be totally emotionless, because in a way that would mean the ride didn't work.You see for a ride to work really well, to make certain that everyone else gets a thrill from it, the designer has to be thrilled from it too.



So when I read Seth's comment you shared with us David, I totally vibed with that.Taking the roller coaster analogy again, it's like we designed the coaster and we've been going around and around for ages, until we forgot about the laws, we forgot in reality all is well, and we started to believe that this was actually dangerous, ie: we became the passive passenger, the “audience”.We really thought (or at least moreso than the engineer did) that we could fall out of the train seats at over 70 miles per hour (mph).What I'm now feeling, regaining, these days is the designer/engineer/creator is reawakening in me again.I know that there's no danger.Sure, if I truly wanted to I could try and break free from the train seat and jump out at the top, in which case I would die.Or I may hit my head on something if I were to stand up instead of remaining seated.But, guess what, that's totally deliberate! and you really have to try because you're so safely strapped in.It's an effort, it's a struggle to do oneself any harm or attract bad things.When one is aware of this, life is just so unbelievably good! Or like Abe says we'll be: “inundated with indescribable joy”.

Enjoy the ride and the new twists and turns you create for yourself.

Cheers!