Can somebody please tell me the correct time.

 Thankyou in advance! :)

Out of personal interest, I'd like to know whether zaadz is your 'internet home' or not.Is zaadz your homepage, and is it where you spend most of your online time in any one place?

Thanks!

Edit: Hmm what an omen.I'm currently trying to post this but it tells me there's an 'error.'

I'm off to the shop for some ciggies.Back soon.Miss you alreaaady!!!! :D

Edit: I'm back.And hallelujah, it now lets me post! :) 

Well whatta ya know, the zaadz Ambassador package finally reached the planet Zod *cough* I mean England :D

It's great, I LOVE it! Thankyou!!! It felt so good to open up the package, and it filled me with such a sense of appreciation.But it's not so much the magazines (no WIE btw) or the awesome flyers, or even the T-SHIRT!!!!!! (wahey I finally have a zaadz t-shirt "can I die and go to heaven now please?").Also it wasn't so much the books, not even the books called LOVE that did it.It was just the love that excuded from the box as soon as I opened it.For a moment there it struck me "a world ruled by love now wouldn't that be a good thing" :)

zaadz is a special place and I'm glad to be a part of it.To be an Ambassador of zaadz is even better.

I have ranted about certain things now and then, but that's only because I care about them.I know that's hard to take for a few timid ego based souls who take it all personally, as is the case with most of my rants (suggestions) being completely ignored.So I will rant when I am angry about something and I will appreciate when I feel in love with the world.Today I am especially appreciating zaadz for all they do and for having faith in me as an Ambassador.

And anyway, the world wouldn't be the same without me.Go on admit it, you LOVE IT! Someone who just tells it like it is, says what others wish they had said or had the balls or audacity to.Someone who won't settle for second best, especially  in himself or his friends.Genuine, authentic, loving based, intelligent and one who follows his good feeling vibes.What else do you need to change the world.You should be thanking me for joining you! hahahaha! :D

Cheers! 

Recently I've been having some run-ins with a family member, who for some reason (probably because they hate themselves) takes it upon themselves to try and get the rest of my family to hate me, by spreading lies about me.The thing is, they actually manage to always do this and lo and behold I end up looking like the bad guy, even when I haven't done a single thing wrong.The rest of my family (bless their little hearts) are seemingly blind to the fact that when this vicious, spiteful family member isn't directing them to, the rest of the family and I get on really well together.It's as if she can flick a switch in them to make everyone hate me.Quite clever perhaps, but moreso, pathetically sad.

This family members most common theme is to direct everyone else to the fact that I am completely weird.Now for zaadzsters reading this, I may not seem very strange or weird at all.And from your perspective you'd be right.But there are non-zaadzster like people in the world with such tiny little minds that anybody considered acting out of the norm and *shock horror* thinking for themselves, is considered a complete weirdo.

So considering that I've pretty much had this attitude from these types of people for most of my life, and realizing that they're still there, it would seem helpful to see the positive.And the positive is obvious.The positive is what I now constantly appreciate.It shows that life is all about perspectives and the attitude you take to things.My attitude is one of appreciation, for everything and everyone, and most of all for myself.My little mantra goes like this:

 "The great thing about being considered a weirdo by others, is that you can act in a completely weird and strange manner and nobody bats an eyelid.It's what they expect.It's like being given a mandate to change the world.Superb! Oh yess!! Thankyou!!! Lord! :D hahaaaaa!"

Oh dear, with all this self appreciation, I do hope I don't have a contrasting nightmare tonight about being: "normal" :O